Misbehaving children in the air raid shelter make as much noise as the missiles and/or Iron Dome exploding overhead. And they are just as annoying.
Just look at the parents of these noisy brats gawking at their cellphones with a zombie look on their face as their kids imitate the sirens, even after the sirens themselves have ceased splitting the air and piercing eardrums. What don’t they shut their kids up, or go out of the shelter to watch the missiles land?
The government sure knows how to make loud sirens, and collect taxes. Too bad they did not know about Oct 7th.
The air in the shelter swelters with sweat, farts and dampness. It is too early to get out of the shelter as the order is to stay in the shelter until further notice. Christ, George just pissed on the floor of the shelter. He is recovering from a broken toe, and to make matters worse, he is 15 years old and suffers from canine dementia.
I run upstairs, get some paper towels, clean the mess amid the boom boom boom of incoming missiles. I then take the elevator up to my apartment, foregoing the protection afforded me by the shelter. Fuck it; I prefer the silence to the safety cum noise.
Later, I learn that there was a direct hit 1.5 km from my home.
In 1968, this was the choice that I made…I mean the choice I made to live here. In 1917, my grandfather’s brother and sister, Ida and Jack, also made this choice. Could it be genetic?
It is a choice that I never regret. Not for one second. “You and your Jewish holidays”, said our music teacher Ms. Bergstrom, moaning that the Jewish students did not attend class in September. “Who takes the Jew?”, referring to me as teams were formed in a football club. Quebec was a cruel place to be in the 1950’s once you put your toe outside the Jewish suburbs on Ville St Laurent or Cote St Luc.
Not regretting a decision certainly does not mean that this is a walk in a park on a sunny day. Well, not on a sunny day-the latest news is that I need to stay out of the sun, and I do not plan to challenge that advice which my dermatologist gave me.
Could the heartburn be a symptom of the stress? Certainly not. I am but 75 years old. I’m not that old! Or this is getting to me?
Is the stress accumulating to a point where it is almost intolerable?
The stress is intolerable, no doubt. Taubman’s book on Khrushchev is superb. I have just ordered a biography of Beria. I need to dig into the Soviet leadership a bit more. And the cinema club in Tel Aviv, what’s on next week?
And I splurged on a new Kindle!